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Upcoming Appointment with my Pain Specialist

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In just a few days I will be seeing Dr Christelis.

I’ve had one follow up appointment since my sacral stim implant.

It’s not that the stim has miraculously sorted my chronic pain issue, and not that I haven’t had a million symptoms to question, but I’ve come to learn that symptoms change alot. So I wait weeks, even months before deciding whether I need an appointment.

During this time a fair bit of info accumulates. I learn alot about my treatment and alot about how my body responds to it. It’s impossible to remember all this detail.

Thoughts I battle before an appointment are – how I’ll manage the car ride, my preference to be self managing, and that I’m sick of appointments. There is also the cost issue to take into account and that there are others who need these appointments also. A good pain specialist is busy.

Being conscious of the above, I’ve learned to manage appointments better. I plan for the appointment by using Pain Train to speak for me and remind me of everything I want to say.

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Self Management: Acceptance, Commitment & Sacrifice

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(Image: Written Within* by Elizabeth Banfield hand burnished linocut, kozo tissue, thread ©2017)

My sacral stim and I have known each other for a full 17 months now, so I felt it was the right time to make some comments and reflect, again, on this self management business.

Yes, the sacral stim is making a huge difference.

Now remember – I’m talking about my pelvis, my pain experience, my brain, my nervous system and my genes

Three (of my never-ending) realisations for living with chronic pain are that I have to:

  • accept that my life and I have changed – forever
  • commit to a new way of living, and
  • make the sacrifices that it takes to self manage

Chronic pain really blurs life so it takes time to realise the impact (positive or negative) of any treatment or change of activity.

Time seems shorter for me. When I compare myself with full capacity humans, I feel I achieve less and the physical cost is greater.

Not the best value! But it’s what I can get.

The Sacral Stim

The good news is: Continue Reading

ADF campaign: Losing Yourself in Pain Medication

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The Alcohol & Drug Foundation (ADF) has been working to enhance awareness about the way Australians consume pain killers.

My understanding of the campaign is that the ADF in no way suggests pain killers are not necessary – many Australians require their medication to manage their health issues – but patients should investigate other options and be informed about the effects of taking these medications long-term. They should not be recommended as a first resort.

Within a few months of taking chronic pain medications, I realised it was not a long term plan for me and was thank full to be able to find other forms of treatment that could help me survive chronic pain day-to-day.

Adventures of a stim controller

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Ever wondered what a stim’s controller’s day looks like?

Firstly, let me clarify that I’m talking about my Boston Scientific Sacral Stimulation Implant controller (BSSSIC), not my St. Jude’s Peripheral Stimulation Implant controller (SJPSIC otherwise known as, the one that saved my life).

I’m experimenting at this 7 month post implant stage in order to figure out whether I need the SJPSIC by not using it at all. Two devices in one backside cheek is quite tricky at times. Someone without a chronic health issue would probably complain endlessly as this situation does have a few uncomfortable limitations. For someone with a chronic health issue though, that side of things, is a piece of cake in comparison – almost welcoming when you think of the benefits that come with it.

And one more thing, before I go on – no! I won’t turn both on for your entertainment purposes.

A controller has a fair job to do – it’s committed 24/7. Continue Reading

Who am I going to be – Soula ‘a’, ‘b’ or ‘c’?

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My new stim’s changed everything.

I’m grateful. Can you imagine if the whole process (from trial to permanent implant) hadn’t change anything?

In addition to the stim changing everything, I’m living a whole new life that Theo and I attempted to plan in great detail.

We’re trying to make me the best I can be so we can be… someway, somehow.

Life is unrecognisable and the path ahead is totally unfamiliar. To top that off, I need to figure out exactly how I can best be. I have choices.

Post op

After living with my sacral stim for six months, I can confirm the following: Continue Reading

My pain management is turning into a thesis!

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It’s taken almost 9 years but I’ve realised that chronic pain requires alot of study – dare I say never-ending study? I believe my research for pain relief for chronic pain may be paving the way for a thesis!

I’ve had a good chat and stare with myself in the mirror, allowed the gut feeling to sink (for just a few seconds), called on gratitude, and here I present to you (with a backside that will soon be comparable in value to Jlo’s) another section of Soula’s Pain Management thesis.

Let’s call it Chapter 4 (approx.)

Patient: Soula (me) Age: 46 (& a few days) Chronic pain since: Mar/07 Injury: Drop to concrete floor from exploding fitball Continue Reading

How can you know? There might be better treatment out there!

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I was sure. So positively sure.

I was miles better, my life was saved, I was no longer existing, I was living again.

I was sure that I was the best I could possibly be and that I’d received the best possible treatment for my type of pelvic pain.

But now, after a very successful sacral stim trial (of which I’m best writing more about later), I am left to wonder why I made up my mind and what it was that convinced me I was ‘doing great’ and reached the ‘best treatment‘.

I wasn’t, I hadn’t.

I know that living with pain for over eight years reduces confidence and belief. It even (warning, I’m going to use the C word), discourages hope for a cure. But how could I have assumed I found my best self for four years (nearly five actually, gulp!)? Continue Reading

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Definitions of pain

What is Pudendal Neuralgia (PN)?
Most simply put PN is Carpal Tunnel in the pelvis/buttocks. Compression of the Pudendal Nerve occurs after trauma to the pelvis and is aggravated with pressure. The pain is often described as a toothache like pain, with spasms, sensations of tingling, numbness, or burning. It can be very debilitating.

What is Neuropathic pain?
Neuropathic pain is the result of an injury or malfunction in the peripheral or central nervous system. The pain is often triggered by an injury, but this injury may or may not involve actual damage to the nervous system. More…

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