June 12th, 2016 9:52 pm

Who am I going to be – Soula ‘a’, ‘b’ or ‘c’?

By |2016-06-12T21:54:35+10:00June 12th, 2016|Categories: Living, My treatment|Tags: , , |

My new stim’s changed everything. I’m grateful. Can you imagine if the whole process (from trial to permanent implant) hadn’t change anything? In addition to the stim changing everything, I’m living a [...]

January 12th, 2015 11:23 am

Permission granted and now it’s back to reality!

By |2024-03-18T15:48:06+11:00January 12th, 2015|Categories: Blog, Living|Tags: , |

Permission granted and now it's back to reality! Or is it possible I never really left my reality? As if anyone can leave chronic pain behind and really have time off! I'm going to post my brain's two conflicting versions: 1. Crap thinking out-of-the-way first version..

September 21st, 2014 9:08 pm

Commitment, sacrifice and granting myself the right permissions

By |2023-01-26T14:46:01+11:00September 21st, 2014|Categories: About, Blog, Living, My treatment|Tags: , , , |

Last week, I attended my last acupuncture appointment and for the first time in over seven years, am therapist free. Hang on, I have to just repeat that: I am therapist free Did I ever think this day would come? Of course I did and I believe that's why I am here. I have had my moments, but what I didn't realise through all that heat and whilst pacing like a snail, was that each flare up and pain episode was actually not an indication that pain was here to stay, but rather that it was actually beginning to leave. Although just a difference of minutes initially, eventually I felt the flare ups spreading further apart. And with recognising that change and NOT increasing my capacity past a snail's shell weight, I began to make progress.

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